A Trophy Boy

by Atrophy Boy

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1.
yeah who's that with the gortex got the jnco jeans and the crew neck yeah who's that with the boston fat he be rizzin my girl and she isn't back yeah who's that that's some bullcrap i dont fuck with that i got the stock cap in my fanny pack i thought we mixed like hip hop and kung fu flicks no gimmicks lip swaps and some tongue too quick kickin back to the sounds on the radio all of a sudden we be talkin fellatio what happened girl i thought that we were happenin that booty was clappin what happened it be it be it be it be like that ohno ohno ohno but that booty was so fat how could it just be like that she was my jam she was my jam now im just sittin with my dick in my hand oh no oooooooo it just be like that yeah who's that with the gold mask i don't really know what it's doing but it's in my house and im scared i'm scared and unprepared to face this shit that's happening in my closet coming out down my bed up my feet sucking on my toes that's just how it goes i'm telling you that i'm chilling i really think i be chilling but i'm sad that this thing happened no way that's gonna be clapping no booty clapping shit be taking up the satin sheets in my bed no more stains no more good stains on that shit i i be sad about it taking my cat in my room and pet and cuddle and cuddle i cuddle that bitch cuddle that bitch make me feel better make me feel better like a new sweater and you know it better damn well make me feel better like the cracker with the cheddar like the bag full of skrilla that i stole with my beretta tale the money out of the bank it really be that frank just settle that shit that shit is settled you dont need that shit that shit is settled lay on your stacks just like a dragon that is the fashion just settle that shit you dont need that shit that shit is settled
2.
yeah i aint poppin squats no more, man i be sittin on the thing herpes, clappies, crabbies it's not your vd its our vd commy manifesting take it steady keep it creepin all these daddies glow up squirt queens kill the dollar no more weekends come over and get freaky with me come over and get freaky with me she said its time to hop up in the civic dreamin we be on the city scheming money out of reaches we need island beaches we need baddie pieces we stay having visions i got twenty-five dollars on a lottery ticket i got twenty-five big ones on a win for life and i said (ooo weee) bitch, get up in my car i said (ooo weee) bitch, hop up on this lil blood sucker baby dracula someone had implied im twisted only shit i got spinnin is my beyblade circa '99 suck em if you got em suck em if you got em she's 33 and she's bad with it yeah she play badminton big ole ass and tits but she got a curfew on m3 squeezy time, im feelin fine i got herpes on my mind yeah no im good no bumpy wood i wish i could ay ay ay ay milk it up, fucker like the fourth of july rockin my prolapsed ass like im your average guy but not all average guys are comfy when they assholes be floppin ill fuck you in the spiderman like my name is green goblin yeah! fake it til you make it when you shake it my earth quaking like brrrrrr this the shit that cured me so dom she ghosted me i had an epiphany this should be the pit of me this the shit that cured me so dom she ghosted me i had an epiphany its folly when i pity me
3.
(birdie's verse) you said you'd come back oh no ten years later and you're still a ghost well lovers come and lovers go i dont know which hits the hardest pistol whip me in the dick cuz you know im a real one on a sick one pills in the butt for fun now im sitting all alone on the sofa drinking ranch soda you're a rolling fog over vast hilltop your fingertips down my spine you're a rolling fog fingertips down my spine and im invisible its so fine you see god in your mind i see emptiness i dont know how you do it youre creepin in creepin in now sit back and watch the clouds clear watch mother get louder without making noise lay back consequence hard to define i hate that god has hijacked all you can find (break that, break that, trust the tongue that is forsaken)
4.
i once found a rusty nail in a mansion at the time it didnt mean a thing but as i look back i learn to imagine that this rusty nail was a part of me and if i dive deep i can find my passion in pretty much any damn thing i think i once found a rusty nail in mansion at the time it didnt mean a thing somewhere i grow somewhere i die somewhere im all this at once i took the grain upon myself and swept it against my life now im trying to turn my desert heart to garden finding life in all the falling leaves i'll shed my skin and renew im a fountain moss and sinew falling from my cheeks i found myself alone and im not crying but the heads of angels cry out to me grey goes neon green i got a lot of feelings man i got a lot to say and i thought i was in orbit but i must've drift away feelings massive in this pit feelings massive so i built an altar in my mind in my mind in my mind put a flower and a flame on it let it burn stake my claim on it get what i want from it
5.
no yeah 02:40
im doing whippets (im smokin crack) i dont like the things im dreaming about waste all time i am at reach with my own volition so ill raise my hands and give up crickets sing, my heart stings thoughts like spears in my mind but im on my grind thoughts that say why even try gotta throw it, gotta throw it, gotta throw it gotta throw that away (white clawing at the sun im bud lighting myself on fire nothing leans on my spine im struggling to catch on fire) spider spins a web i wish i were dead hollowed out, buried in the ground do you like the sound im doing whippets
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another round of sickness dragging someone on the ground i think the virus sucked all the water out time took its time purging that rust nothing left nothing left last night i heard you singing fuck the world and fuck the sun the storm is coming you damn it all to hell you made a prison for your sadness and you swear you can hear everything still in the distance yet i watched your eyes turn right back to sand, from broken glass you said you couldnt take it anymore because it's kept way too close within cause its kept too close within my frail frame
8.
she think she can fix me but that money got me sick i been thinking crazy get some dollars sucking dick i dont want to stress i dont want the government i just wanna eat, fuck, be happy where im at and i just got some shine for my teeth (im lookin rich) i still keep my pants real crispy and clean it's no trouble can't you see that we're digging gold out of the grease you best believe that tomorrows bout as far as we see that poor hustle shining like some diamonds out the quarter machine shining like some diamonds out of the quarter machine (fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it if im late on rent) (i really really really really really hope my landlord steps) thinking about committing crimes now trickster money feels better than a fucking handout maybe ill just take a billionaire out that money on my brain, on my brain scheming to keep my pockets full push a cart to feed the crew maybe i should take a billionaire out maybe i should take a billionaire out shining like some diamonds out the quarter machine shining like some diamonds out of the quarter machine (fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it if im late on rent) (i really really really really really hope my landlord steps)
9.
oo ah took you out on the night ooo yeah ah yeah take me down to the river making love under the stars in the green ah, oo, oh yeah good god feeling like a grapevine oh ah, im ripe and ready for sweet surrender take me into your palms and release me please, baby baby uh oh da tada da looking back im not for that, pa my vision is hot like pop rock un to da tada tada you way too dense like matzah ball yeah, future tense we gots to ball man future tense we got to ball man sunglasses convertible yeah i don't care what you gots to sell man my disease aint got no ailment my disease cause your derailment locomotive crazy hyna im just tryin to get behind ya future tense we got to ball man
10.
one fish, two fish i rizzed and i missed blue fish, pink fish living vicarious queen fish, black fish i wish i could hit cuck is the name of my mind mind mind mind cuck is the way that i grind grind grind one fish, two fish i rizzed and i missed eighteen hours on the game im a simp sippin on rubbing alcohol sippin on what i get what i get its enough its enough not enough spit to hit and im slippin not enough spit to hit and im trippin lost my inhibition, forgot my mission uh it's enough is it it's enough is it it's enough is it i got an itch to scratch i got a mind to mend but that baddie got back and i'm ten toes in but she said she don't like how i'm destructive uh how i'm destructive uh and do ya even know the crazy shit that you say and you got the audacity to say that i'm insane you tell me you want me coursing thru your veins i don't think you even know the first letter of my name (i'm tryin to fuck) (do you even know the first name) take me down to the back of the kink shed i got nothin to show but vanilla big mcmuffin, mcdouble, mcnugget i want my love at ninety-nine cents i got nothing to show for anything im just a little man little man little plan my homies out of pocket but we see the same thing sick of throwaway and sick of the flex i'm so sick of the hit and quit i'm so sick of superficial lit i'm so sick of this performance i'm so sick i've gone abstinent one night stand man that shits basic i can't be the one to fill your voids and shit i'm just having fun so let's rizz and miss like, sup mommy she's a new york 9 and she was so fine i couldn't land the hit but we are friends online
11.
...be itchin pussy pop smock rockin im a real clock goblin getting stoned on my lunch break where's my mom oh chinese mustard in my ramen sauce think you gave me an std but im still in love with me got that "s" on my chest im a faded-ass mini-skittle im smoking on that rat poison by the pound i twitch a little (take me down to the cliff) let's share a spliff let's share our dreams have a butterfly snapple yeah you know what i mean quasimoto cruising yeah we flyin thru the night people think we clouds the way we dressing so fly people think we huffing gas the way we summon good times and baby i know you got us locked into the mouth of your eye so please believe that i i want to dream with you even if it's just for one night we wont even have to try you remind me of a cliff the way you stole my guts think i want you to be my crush what do you like lets talk on auto pilot do ya have a 5 in your wallet i'll steal whatever you like from the nearest sev so i can buy some cigarettes aspirating in the winter's rain to get a rack that i dont need missing you as i take a drag of my seventh cigarette sprawled out on the porch couch fingernails yellow ten times ive been outside just to sink nothing comes after lost the ability to think nothing really happens will you come back to me i want what we had
12.
what happens when your dreams go stale and you find yourself a minefield another thing to overcome baby yeah you're a trap but so are we i'll find you in your hellish maze i'll make it mine and alchemize we'll bite our tongues and trade our names life is such a silly game will you laugh with me it's magic those tears that stream down your cheek will you laugh with me as we flounder in our pits that hell is yours and this one's mine lets split the sky open with our broken minds you're a waterfall or a dying bird i can't really see just let your garden bloom and laugh with me leave your smokin moon and laugh with me
13.
go piss girl 02:42
you said you gotta piss girl yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah i told you to go piss girl yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah i love how we communicate girl yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah all that shimmers all thats gold yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah think of me when its quiet ill think of you when im dying the way we work it takes no trying girl ill sever ties with anything less i'm so sentimental yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah so i stole your shirt from LA yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah pictured this machine failing i knew you wouldn't have me yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah how i party all those late nights i can't put up a fight yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you were right from the beginning i can't be your weapon i gotta watch you thrive girl yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah i told you to go thrive girl lay long no time pay no mind our sweet mess we lay long in time you gotta go girl gotta go piss
14.
all i wanna do is sleep seven days of the week trauma came at birth i dont think i asked for this i'm a sunflower in the shade with 800 dragons in my face you're a sunflower in the shade where's your face where's your face you can use your voice to cause a rift in reality and force yourself to grow thru hostility so you can touch the sun and blend from 3 to 1 what if hell was a velvet cocoon you know you can only grow your wings in your darkest days when you're feeling trapped and you can't do the day (soft promise of decay a ripple building up twisting it's own arm...) when you're feeling trapped in your darkest days. (...salivating.)
15.
chaos spells 04:04
chaos spells chaos spells hell or genesis i cant tell i cant tell i have a hard time putting theory into action all this time i was fucking i was flaccid no big diamonds written in the bloodline all of us weaklings, all of us slaves karma came and went didnt do much but pay some rent mind went numb for self-defense mind went dumb to bask in the static simpleton magic simple boi fashion dumb boy godhead holy ghost doing my best with chaos spells hell or genesis i cant tell i surrender to the movement i surrender to my hell i surrender to my own design i've been drowning in lust the false prophet shadow of desire got to come off it had my fire and then i lost it i got to clean up thoughts scattered feeling way too passive in my gray matter thoughts like pellets right out the sawed off lost in a maze i made of my own rot i'm looking for that thunder, thunder perfect mind no more ecclesiastic static baby thunder, thunder perfect mind cries in the air, i link up take pity in the way i clean up nothing amounts to the way i see ya its all dead in the end-game i saw pain in the way i see ya all's well when chaos spells whatever space creation spells what lies inside a tear man it's been a while since i had a good cry it's been a while since i asked myself why it's been a while since i dived deep inside it's been a while goddamn chaos spells chaos spells hell or genesis i cant tell (i'm looking for that thunder, thunder perfect mind no more ecclesiastic static baby thunder, thunder perfect mind)

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released March 19, 2024

baby dracula -- vox, beats
lil daddy -- vox, beats

tracked on a phone, like last time.
corded apple earbuds.

tracked, mixed, and mastered by drac @ the psycho fruit family orchard.

album photo by asher weinbaum.

album art by lil daddy.

surrender-core
post-intellectual
a little more enjoyable

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post-intellectual, post-enjoyable surrender-core from pdx

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